It’s the walking behind you. Because if I walk in front then those are minutes I am not seeing you , wasting all that is being given to me In that time.

It’s the rushing around . Because if I just take my time then those are minuteS I am not sitting next to you, wasting all that is being given to me in that time

It’s the texting. Because really what I want is to hear you as often and as long as possible, listening to your soul, otherwise wasting all the thoughts being given to you in that time